Surrender can be a tough thing to do. Does it mean not feeling rough when someone steps on my toes? Does it mean not even having any toes at all? Does it mean the freedom to explode when my toes are touched and not feel guilty about it but I know God has already forgiven me and that's just the way I am?
Don't really know but I wish I did really... maybe I do but just do not want to accept this cos it's not easy to do? I'd really like to be fully surrendered to God in such a way that I would have no qualms or shame even when others take advantage of me as a result of this. But then would the world not say that I am a fool? How would I be able to compete with my peers in a corporate setting where it's dog eat dog? How would I make progress and be able to feed my family still?
Question: will I really lose out if I am fully surrendered? Abraham did it! Moses did it! Albeit the hard way. Maybe thats what I also need. One thing I know. I don't want to do things my way, only God's way. So help me Lord. Amen.
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